But i didnt think i would end on such a somber note, when it started so bright so I am going to post today in a beginning process of wrapping this up... I just paced around my living room crying thinking of ways in my head to teach my sweet innocent Oliver what to do in danger when i or others are not there to protect him... Im not kidding.. I literally thought of ways to explain to a child that thinks the sun goes to IKEA when it gets dark.. how to play dead when others around him may really be so. REALLY?
I am starting to question why I brought him into a world like this... why I am starting to consider bringing another one to join him... I am questioning my own sanity of selfishness from wanting them here with me in this what seems to be awful world... and i know...
I need to stop.. I need to be realistic but this is a slipperly slope of thoughts and not where my head should be a week before Christmas. I need to be excited to have my child, my mother, my husband and the rest of my family for one more day.
On a brighter note... I finally did Oliver's 3 yeat old interview. I want to make it all cute and stuff but for now... here it is!
Oliver’s 3rd Birthday Interview
Name: Matt Ryan is my real name… My little name is Oliver
Tired Mith – haha.. no S.
How old are you? Ummm 3
How old are mommy and daddy? Bigger and sooo soo soo bigger
When I was little I used to ….. play football.. when I was a baby I played baseball
Favorite color….umm brown – says I need to go play now… How long is this going to take?”
Favorite foods….chicken nuggets, peanut butter and jelly, ketchup and hamburger and I don’t know all the other ones… noodles, I like.
Favorite TV show…. Lightening McQueen and Arthur Christmas
Favorite animal….. Rudolph
Best buddies.....Kale and Chase from school.. and Luke
Girlfriends..... Emmaline, Norah and Kensley at school… Eva at church and Madi at Danielle’s house
Favorite toys….. Lightening,
When I grow up I want to be ….. A big Daddy!!
What I have learned by the age of 3 is….. ummm Lightening McQueen, and to sleep in a big boy bed cause I didn’t know that and I used to sleep in a crib.
What is important to you… going to play
How old are you? Ummm 3
How old are mommy and daddy? Bigger and sooo soo soo bigger
When I was little I used to ….. play football.. when I was a baby I played baseball
Favorite color….umm brown – says I need to go play now… How long is this going to take?”
Favorite foods….chicken nuggets, peanut butter and jelly, ketchup and hamburger and I don’t know all the other ones… noodles, I like.
Favorite TV show…. Lightening McQueen and Arthur Christmas
Favorite animal….. Rudolph
Best buddies.....Kale and Chase from school.. and Luke
Girlfriends..... Emmaline, Norah and Kensley at school… Eva at church and Madi at Danielle’s house
Favorite toys….. Lightening,
When I grow up I want to be ….. A big Daddy!!
What I have learned by the age of 3 is….. ummm Lightening McQueen, and to sleep in a big boy bed cause I didn’t know that and I used to sleep in a crib.
What is important to you… going to play
That’s all I need to tell you, I need to go play now.
What Oliver asked Santa for this year…
1st Santa at Gigi work – Julio Jones McFarlane toy and Peyton Manning McFarlane with the orange shirt on from college not pro football
2nd Santa at Mall- Doc Hudson from the CARS movie
interview conducted on December 18th, 2012
1st Santa at Gigi work – Julio Jones McFarlane toy and Peyton Manning McFarlane with the orange shirt on from college not pro football
2nd Santa at Mall- Doc Hudson from the CARS movie
interview conducted on December 18th, 2012
